06.03.12
/14:51
I turned down a party to go home and be lame. True, I didn’t have the money to go buy beer and get myself home. But mostly it’s because I’m feeling pretty sad. It will pass. But for now I just want to curl up and pretend nothing’s happening.
I feel kind of weird. Like sad, nostalgic, a little bit nervous. I used to feel like this when me and him split up. I used to sit on the balcony trying to simply breathe.
I shouldn’t be feeling sad. Nothing is wrong really. Strange.